In the end, I did not go to work again today...
Last night, went online to check Dear's handphone bill. Thought of paying for him then. However!!! When I saw the total amount, I was left speechless for a moment. Close to $500!!! for 3 months!!!
Messaged him to tell him about it. But he did not reply at all. Fall asleep while waiting for him to call. Woke up at 3.15am. Realised he did not call me at all. I guess if I did not message him again, he will not call at all.
Said he had something to tell me again. My heart stopped beating for a moment. What is it this time round??? The same issue? Said it will scare me only... Not a good time to say either... Have to tell me face to face. Will do so on Wednesday. If we are going to meet in the end...
Why must we always be like that? One day, we may be sad... The other day happy... Sunday was the most enjoyable day with him. Although when we were out, he started his nonsense again for a while...
I guess it is time I had stopped all this suspense... Will ask him about it if he does not mention anything when we meet.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
10:09 AM